Life

I really don't think that anyone in this world knows the real me. I don't think I’ve ever let certain sides of me come out around anyone except myself. I keep some feelings hidden because no one would understand, and even if they did understand, there wouldn't be anything that anyone could do to make the feelings disappear.

I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out.I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose. I've left people behind. I've spread rumors. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone, anywhere. I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to change, but I won't. Because that's what we do. That's what we've always done. We list our faults like a grocery list, and we move on, expecting everything to somehow change itself. It never will. I will never change. I will never be perfect. I will always make mistakes. I'll, more often than not, take the easy way out. I will lie, hide the truth and  hurt people, I don't mean for the rest of my life.
Haishh-,- Macam dah tak reti cakap melayu pulaa eh.HAHA.Okay now.Like sriously I minta maaf dekat sesiapa sahaja kalau terasa dengan perangai I yang annoying ni.Im so sorry.Yeah,smetimes benda yang kita anggap gurau pun boleh jadi satu pergaduhan.I tak perfect.I jahat.Selalau menyakitkan hati prents,boyfriend and all my friends.Im so srry guys )': Kalau tak ada korangg,I lagi tak tahu apa yang akan terjadi dengan life I lepas ni -,- KANNNN ! Bukan senang nak menjalani kehidupan dekat dunia ni kan.Banyak dugaan yang kena hadapi.Selalu kena bersabar.Allah sentiasa menguji hamba hambanyaa.I'll try my best to change my attitude guys (': Please pray for me.Sometimes kita cepat giveup dengan semua benda ni and the end of the stry menyesal.HAHA.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.And last one,LIFE MUST GO ON :')


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